Because it wasn't a full victory.

Beast

I've learned so much this year, about love especially.

First to love myself, in a good way. All the while learning to trust, and come to truly love another.

Now I must nurture. Both these men and the bond that links them. Care, and work. Understanding, and protection.

I have found my brother. With free heart and mind I must move forward through the fog of what may yet be.

To show love, that is my task and my right.

To Be

I know what I must be. What I must appear to be. That's it. That's all that needs to be said.

I feel as though I require fuel to feed my will. Something about him inspired me like nothing else. Something true.

I need to be. I need to fuel myself. Self sustaining. Self sustaining.